Should I Give Up?
It was another rough day today and I’m quite thoroughly beaten. Some crazy last minute thing, as usual, which lead to a flurry of printing and rushing like mad monkeys just to ensure something could get sent out to the boss at his outside meeting venue. Looks like my attempts to stay under the radar didn’t seem to work 
I drove back and kept entertaining the thoughts of throwing in the towel. It’s dangerous without any back-up offer from anywhere and I wondered if I could survive on my savings for a while. However, it’ll deplete all too soon with all my various commitments. The recent Google PR revision was a really depressing revelation too. Otherwise, I could have considered surviving for a while doing some paid posts 
Though it isn’t much, it would have been enough to pay the bills!
Maybe I should have been a bit more hardworking to learn up more about PR before the PR revision happened. There were so many great sources online to learn from like Google Adwords Professional but silly ol’ fluffy me couldn’t get my head around big words like Adwords and SEO. Otherwise perhaps I could have worked harder at some of my blogs or learn how to drive more traffic to it by using proper Adwords instead of my fluffy titles! I could have even given some serious thought to starting something online and growing it into something big with suitable Adwords and Contextual Adverts.
Alas, there’s not much point in thinking what I could have done better. Just gotta look forward and remember to keep under the radar more!
*hides under the table*
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Hi peeps…I don’t like ranting so I’m trying very hard not to talk too much about depressing 4 letter words that begin with W!
I know I still owe 1,001 tales of the Arabian Nights and a Terry Fox Run update…and ooh, a long forgotten post on somewhere special I went for my birthday! 
But I’m a bit down at the moment, swamped under and have to prepare for another day trip to Singapore tomorrow so I’m sorry but those updates will have to wait a little while more.
They say when it rains, it pours and when even the Paint application you’re using insists on colouring everything grey, you know it’s time to shut down and call it a night! So I’m off…but not before leaving you this:
Hopefully a rainbow’s waiting just after this storm.
Under The Radar
It’s been a rough day and a tough start to the week. It started off with me getting shot at for just being a messenger which I didn’t even want to volunteer for in the first place It’s very demoralising and demotivating, to say the least, especially when those are responsible for it get away scot-free. I’ve been hiding under the radar all day and almost made it through the day undetected until I submerged to pack my stuff to make a hasty retreat. BOOM! I showed up as a little blip on the radar again and was once again summoned into the inner sanctums for another depressing session.
I finally left, battled heavy traffic till I was almost home only to find that I had left my handphone in my office! Made a U-turn, battled traffic all the way back, had to get the guard to reopen the door and inched my way back again. Then plodded along terrible traffic to get dinner. Luckily dinner was reasonably satisfactory otherwise I would have cried in my steamed rice!
I think it’s time I stop dreading every morning and getting pissed off at people who don’t want to do what they’re paid tonnes to do. So please. please help if you have any leads! I’ll be your friend for life!
Till then, I’ll be hiding under the radar if you need to find me 
